[syndicate] Re: I have been humbled...

[H Michael Haggerty]

fantasies are fun entertainments that can turn into dangerous delusions. what is the reality at your core? is there one true reality or just or own reality fantasies? words are used to tell lies much more than they are used to tell truths. an infants smile is wordless yet speaks volumes of truth. i am aware that i am using words now to try and tell a truth, but i am also aware that these words will most likely fail. i am saddened that my talents lie in putting words together and not in creating images and sound. my other talent is writing code. maybe i can write software that makes sounds and images come together in some meaningful way. 
btw - i offended the 80 yr old teacher this morning by complimenting on her wonderfully open and growing mind at her age. words failed again. i didn't mean it the way she took it. she says she chooses not to be with people who consider her old. i am not sure if this is a fantasy on her part or if she has a point. words are inadequate to explain. she made the statement "let me tell you how dangerous I am" which sounded so incongrous to me coming from a little old lady that I had to comment. i patched things up by placing my hands together in front of my heart and bowing my head in respect -- much better than words. 
- michael 
 "<__lo-y. >" <loy at myrealbox.com> wrote: what is wrong with mental masturbation?






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