Pain Sifted

[abalint at merz.hu]

too neurotic.
a pest.
too fast-moving and lazy.
an undeserving underdog.
a coward.
a thief and a user.
too old.
creepy and hateful.
too selfish and uncaring.
arrogant and self-serving
uncaring, boastful, and self-serving.
racist and Arab-hating.
unreadable and forgettable.
selfish and uncaring.
embarrassing.
I rehearsed too much.
I was too angry.
too established.
social-climbing.
weird and creepy.
a bad writer and worse artist.
evil and horrible.
too noisy and wild.
too old.
too undisciplined.
too sexually creepy.
too unmusical and out of tune.
too dirty.
selfish and self-serving.
betraying and deceitful.
creepy about women.
sleazy and unspeakable.
suicidal.
interfering and noisy.
not an artist.
too much worshipping the devil.
arrogant and overblown.
crazy.
a dilettante.
too loud.
awful.
a liar and a cheat.
I wasn't an artist.
too left-wing and uncompromising.
fascist and deceitful.
I did too much.
too old.
out of my mind.
unacceptable.
a failure and parasitic.
an impossible nuisance.
my relations with women creepy.
too psychoanalytically occupied.
too non-psychoanalytically occupied.
too hopeless.
my 3rd record mediocre.
I was trying to kill him.
annoying.
a joke.
rude.

but I like you A!
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