it remains and will never leave

[Alan Sondheim]

sadness

it remains and will never leave

it will never leave

it is on my desk machine, it cries out for appearance

nothing, nothing ...

			/var/spool/mqueue (1 request) -----Q-ID-----
--Size-- -----Q-Time----- ------------Sender/Recipient-----------
i0OIOMuN009075 8 Sat Jan 24 13:24 <root at localhost.localdomain>
                 (Deferred: 450 <root at localhost.localdomain>: Sender
address r)
					 <sondheim at panix.com>
		Total requests: 1
		/var/spool/mqueue (1 request) -----Q-ID----- --Size--
-----Q-Time----- ------------Sender/Recipient----------- i0OIOMuN009075 8
Sat Jan 24 13:24 <root at localhost.localdomain>
                 (Warning: could not send message for past 4 hours)
					 <sondheim at panix.com>
		Total requests: 1

i would tell you here and now its tiny message

i don't remember what it said

yesterday i said what it said

i don't remember


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