Making Faces
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Making Faces
By CHARLES SIEBERT
A few years ago, in the course of researching an article for this
magazine about the human heart, I was allowed to accompany a couple of
surgeons from a hospital near New York on what is known as an organ
harvest. We were on call to extract a heart from the next available
''brain dead'' donor.
''If anyone asks,'' I remember the head surgeon telling me outside the
operating room the night our call finally came, ''you are here to
observe.''
The other harvest teams -- liver, kidney, pancreas -- were already in
place when we arrived, pressed elbow to elbow around the operating
table. I must have frozen a moment upon entering the O.R. I remember a
number of people turning to stare. One began to approach. There was the
press of a hand on my right arm. It was the head heart surgeon, leading
me farther in. He brought me to the very top of the operating table and
positioned me there, my hands clenched beside the head of the donor. A
young woman, was all I had been told, who had died earlier that evening
of a brain aneurysm.
I first saw only the blue cloth covering the donor's face and then,
lifting my head, her body, split open from the shoulders to the waist:
a glistening, multishaded inscape of organs. But for the lungs --
spongy pink, diaphanous, rising and falling with the whooshing clicks
of a respirator -- all that moved was her heart, beating without any
signal or governance from the brain, beating with no other compulsion
than its own primordially instilled, deep cellular memory to do so.
I remember my body making one brief, dizzying pitch forward and then,
like the quick flip of a focus knob, a compensatory lurch back. And
then my mind did this: it withdrew, pulled like a just-brushed anemone,
all of its feelers in. It took refuge in anonymity, the donor's and by
extension my own. I had seen more of, and further into, this human
being than I had anyone in my life, and yet somehow to have seen her
face, the most surface aspect of her, would have been my undoing.
There are, I now understand, other, unwritten, reasons why civilians
are prohibited from operating rooms. Whether it is the ultimate genius
or jest of our biology that it seems to strand us on the very surface
of its makeup -- rendering us little skiffs of awareness atop our
inwardly roiling, reticular entrails -- we all live and, perhaps, can
only go from day to day in a kind of ongoing, airily dismissed story --
or film -- of being alive. Indeed, it is only when illness causes that
film to sputter that we are forced to contemplate its underpinnings, to
indulge -- as impatiently as we do the tinkerings of a projectionist in
a suddenly darkened theater -- the detailed descriptions and
prescriptions of a doctor or, in more dire circumstances, the
ministerings of a surgeon. But to willfully go into the heart of the
projection room forever changes the way you view your own and everyone
else's life story.
I have relived this moment a number of times in recent months, ever
since news reports began to appear at the end of last year about the
latest potential breakthrough in organ transplantation. According to
Dr. Peter Butler, a consulting plastic surgeon at the Royal Free
Hospital in London, the technology is now in place for surgeons to
perform a full-face transplant.
A separate harvest team will be positioned where I was standing that
night, some donor's family having extended the parameters of their
sacrifice to include even their loved one's face. The surgeons will cut
and lift it away, packing it, as we would that young woman's heart, in
a cold preservative solution and then spiriting it away to a waiting
recipient, someone whose natural face has been severely disfigured
either by disease or an accident. The question, as Butler put it to a
meeting of the British Association of Plastic Surgeons back in
November, is not whether we can but whether we should.
Initial reaction to Butler's announcement has been, somewhat
predictably, extreme. Most of the reporting has readily abandoned
science for science fiction. The movie ''Face/Off,'' in which John
Travolta seamlessly switches faces with the villainous Nicolas Cage,
has been invoked. Eileen Bradbury, a consulting psychologist at the
University of Manchester Dental Hospital, suggested that criminals
would find it easier to adapt to a stranger's face. A writer for The
Sunday Herald in Scotland breezily speculated about the wealthy aging
American who, ''thanks to a tragic accident in which a beautiful young
woman died . . . can now check into the clinic to receive the phizog of
her dreams.'' Still others spoke of a kind of obverse vanity, people
donating their faces in order to gain some measure of immortality by
keeping at least their visages moving a while longer through the world,
a notion that I soon found myself morphing into the deeply unsettling
scenario of a person walking down a city street and spotting their dead
parent's or sibling's face on someone else's head.
A few months after Butler's announcement, I called him at the Royal
Free Hospital and asked if we might get together to discuss the
particulars of face transplant surgery, what is and isn't possible. He
suggested the following Monday afternoon, 4:30 p.m. at the Starbucks
just across from the hospital and the southwest gate of Hampstead
Heath. I made a point of getting there early to secure us a secluded
alcove, not so much to safeguard our privacy as to spare the feelings
of any potential eavesdroppers. I had given Butler only a rough outline
of my appearance, and as I sat watching the front door, I found myself
beginning to speculate wildly about his. Was he the bearer of some
horrible facial birth defect of his own, perhaps, or the victim of a
''Phantom of the Opera''-like accident, driving him now to this radical
extreme? At just past 4:30 p.m., a tall, lean figure with a full head
of wavy black hair came striding through the door. Spotting my
expectant gaze, he stopped to order, then bore his cappuccino directly
to my table and held out his hand. The only flaw in what would
otherwise be described as a classically handsome, fine-featured face
was a slight skin discoloration just above his top lip, a birthmark,
perhaps, or the result of a schoolyard brawl. Hardly the stuff of
Gothic mad-scientist lore.
''Certainly, identity is a central issue -- 'will I look like the
donor?''' he explained in a rapid-fire, silken Irish brogue. ''But what
we're proposing is taking the skin envelope with or without some
muscle. So if I were to transplant my face onto you, it would look much
more like you than me, because the skin envelope is elastic. It would
redrape around your bone and cartilage structure. The things you would
have of mine are skin tone, texture, eyebrow color, beard, things of
that nature. That's why what I'm doing now is establishing a database
for what is essentially a matching process. You and I, for example, are
reasonably well matched, but obviously. . . .'' He gestured to a
dark-skinned gentleman who had just stepped up to a nearby side counter
to stir cream into his coffee. ''I wouldn't transplant your face onto
his.''
With the advance of microsurgical techniques and immunosuppresant drug
therapies that have allowed successful transplantation of hands and
lower limbs, a number of plastic surgeons have been quietly working in
recent years toward applying the same skills to the face. In the United
States, Dr. Maria Siemionow of the Cleveland Clinic has done extensive
research and animal experimentation in the hopes of soon performing a
face transplant. In Louisville, Ky., a team including Dr. Warren
Breidenbach, lead surgeon of the first successful hand transplant, is
investigating the feasibility of face transplants. Another team of
surgeons in Australia is also in the planning stages. What Butler has
done is to bring the matter to the fore in order to initiate a public
debate about it. The science is in place to proceed tomorrow, but
Butler is currently setting up the vast infrastructure needed to deal
with the complex physical and psychological issues that transplanting a
face entails: surveying prospective patients and donors and meeting
with transplant coordinators, psychologists and medical ethicists.
''I'm always finding new things to address,'' he said. ''It's like a
tree that keeps branching.''
The typical candidates under consideration by Butler and his team for
their initial attempt are people with such severe facial burns that
they have lost not merely appearance but also normal facial function.
''Their face is disintegrated,'' he said. ''They have no nose. No ears.
The eyes won't close properly, leaving them open to infection. They
aren't able to open their mouths. So these patients, aside from the
aesthetic considerations, would have a considerable improvement in
quality of life.''
Having done trial procedures with cadavers, Butler estimates that the
harvesting or ''degloving'' of a face would take approximately two
hours, depending on the depth of the excision. It is possible to remove
not just skin and subcutaneous fat and muscle but, in the instance of
those recipients who have lost some of their skeletal structure, part
of the donor's bone and cartilage as well. Still, the deeper the cut,
the more complex becomes the reattachment. Once into the sublayers of
musculature and bone, there is an increased risk of both rejection and
infection, and the problem of having to fuse the donor's facial nerves
with those of the recipient, whose face would have already been
removed. That, however, does not guarantee the proper synaptic relays
between the nerves and could result in what is known as dyskinesia, an
internal misfiring of nerve signals that could leave patients twitching
uncontrollably or smiling when they mean to frown. For these reasons,
Butler is hoping to limit initial attempts to the so-called skin
envelope, a subtle bit of sculpturing and resurfacing in and of itself.
Once removed from a donor, a face, much like a heart, can survive
without adequate blood supply for only a matter of hours before it
begins to suffer tissue damage. With the recipient's scar tissue
removed and the essential arteries and veins exposed, surgeons would
attach them to the corresponding arteries and veins in the harvested
face in order to supply both nourishment and drainage. Experiments
conducted thus far with animals have shown great success with
revascularization of the facial organ. Should a human recipient's
subsequent immunosuppression therapy prove successful, they would then
face months, even years, of painful healing and physical therapy just
to achieve minimal function.
But first Butler has to decide who will be his inaugural patient. He
and his team are leaning toward the idea of an adult patient who has
already adapted well to his or her deformity, someone who would
therefore have the physical and psychological resiliency both to adapt
to another face or -- should ''things go pear-shaped,'' as Butler put
it -- to revert back to the former condition without suffering further
damage. Originally, it was thought a child might make a more ideal
patient, someone between the ages of 18 months and 5 years, before
facial recognition becomes a real factor.
''But just think of that for a moment,'' Butler said. ''Imagine trying
to ask the parents of a recently brain-dead child for his or her face.
That's going to present a very significant obstacle to this whole
procedure.''
The obstacle may not be limited to children as donors. Butler told me
of a psychological survey that he conducted of 120 people at his own
hospital, one-third of them doctors, one-third nurses and one-third
laypeople. The majority answered that they would accept someone else's
face if they required one. No one, however, not even his closest
colleagues, said they would donate their own.
Even some advocates for the disfigured balk at the idea. James
Partridge, chief executive of Changing Faces, a nonprofit organization
for those who have severe facial deformities, was quoted as saying that
the prospect of face transplants could hinder people's ability ''to
face their disfigurement with confidence.''
Butler steeled himself when I mentioned Partridge and said, ''My
answer to that is there are those, however small a subset of humanity
they represent, who are suffering greatly from their deformity and have
approached me about receiving relief through a transplant.''
It is revealing of us and of the airy thinness of the ''story'' by
which we live from day to day that the transplantation of our most
surface organ should inspire our deepest awe and antipathy. Each day,
livers and kidneys and hearts extend people's lives; but with the face,
our minds readily leap to abstract, contorted extremes because to us it
is less a functioning, physical organ than the essence of the self. The
very word denotes surface, outward appearance, an assumed bearing or,
as in the expression ''to lose face,'' our very value or standing in
other people's eyes. The face is, in effect, our frontispiece, and the
prospect of losing it figuratively or literally -- or of willfully
changing it in order to escape the confines of identity and flesh --
has long been an abiding fixture of our storytelling, from ancient
myths of metamorphosis through classical and Elizabethan drama to
modern-day sci-fi films and novels, especially the shape-shifting,
meat-cage-dumping visions of cyberpunk fiction. But the fact that
Butler's announcement immediately brought these deep-seated fears and
fantasies to the fore only further underscores the disjunction between
our thoughts and the intricate inner biology of which thoughts are
merely another exudate. Our focus, in other words, remains fixed upon
the matter of being us rather than the matter of our being.
And yet it is toward the latter realm -- that of our own biology, our
own ''projection rooms'' -- that science is now increasingly drawing
our attentions. However small a group for whom face transplants are
viable, somehow the very news of it affects and reflects our changing
sense of self. It is as though we are all collectively undergoing a
kind of face transplant, or at least the equivalent psychological
trauma of not seeing in the mirror anymore the altogether special,
distinct entity we thought we knew. We are all, in a sense, having to
stretch our psyches around what I've come to think of as our
''biological plasticity,'' the increasing knowledge of our makeup and
the seemingly limitless ability such knowledge gives us to manipulate
and reshape that makeup.
Grotesque manipulations are possible, to be sure: imagine chimeric
mice with nascent human brain cells developing within their tiny
skulls. In the early 90's, a team of scientists found a way to grow on
a mouse's back bovine cells in the shape of a human ear. But while our
minds may run wild with visions of a world besieged by hordes of
superintelligent, ear-bearing mice, eavesdropping on our every
conversation, the real work of science proceeds, guided as it has
always been by a sense of parochialness and proportion.
A team of Israeli scientists recently announced the successful
development from human stem cells of whole and fully functioning
kidneys in mice. The implications here are stunning, to say the least.
You can begin to imagine a carefully nurtured, laboratory-grown shadow
self. Not the oft- and ill-conceived whole clone, but a potentially
lifesaving palette of organs or organ-specific tissue grown from your
own biological clay and therefore not subject to the rejection donated
organs are.
We tend to fancy ourselves apart from the rest of nature. It is an
isolating trick of our consciousness and that story we live by, one
that naturally makes us want to transcend our mortal confines and seek
answers about our origins and true essences in a noncorporeal,
unearthly realm. The ultimate paradox is that those answers are all
contained within our DNA, life's common biological clay: the
dynamically perfect and scintillic symmetries of which we and all other
creatures are just brief and increasingly interchangeable assemblages.
One scientist I know at the National Institutes of Health has been
doing groundbreaking heart-disease research based upon the stunning
fact that the very same, exquisitely aligned, energy-efficient muscle
fibers that nature invented way back in evolutionary time to power the
beating of a fly's wings at 150 beats a second are the very same design
nature devised to help power the beating of our hearts. Meanwhile,
through advanced fossil studies and DNA analysis of the single-cell
anaerobic bacteria that live in deep hot ocean seeps known as
fumaroles, scientists have been able to glimpse the earliest formation
of all life. They have shown, for example, that the different working
components of the cells in our bodies, the nucleus, the mitochondria
and so on are themselves the distant descendants of the various
single-cell bacteria that used to cover the earth in the earliest days
of its fiery formation and eventual vaporous cooling. Hell's fires and
heaven's airy vapors, it turns out, aren't imaginative conceits;
they're distant cellular memories, visions that, if we could turn our
faces and our gazes inward toward the matter of us, we would see
emanate from ourselves and all life forms -- from the merest mud snake
to the sun-twiddling poplar leaf.
We are on the cusp of being able to see even our faces -- the most
easily abstracted aspect of our existence -- as one more part of our
biology. That would somehow represent the most profound advance in the
process of understanding who we are and what we are really seeing when
we look in a mirror. As we were getting up to go that afternoon, Butler
told me that in recent weeks, as news of his announcement had got out
and had time to settle, a number of e-mail messages had come his way
from people, some offering to become the first recipients and some, as
well, from willing donors.
''An elderly couple wrote,'' Butler said. ''The husband, 72 years old,
just learned he's got an incurable illness, doesn't have more than a
year to live. They said they felt it was very important that they give
something, and both asked to be put on the list.''
Charles Siebert is the author most recently of ''A Man After His Own
Heart,'' a memoir developed from an article he wrote for the magazine,
to be published by Crown in 2004.
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