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[Florian Cramer]

Am Sonntag, 05. Januar 2003 um 01:22:24 Uhr (+0100) schrieb
integer at www.god-emil.dk:

>              \            \/       i am the utterance of my name


! uaz tzent 4th from dze powr, + ! have kome 2 dzoze uho rephlekt
upon me, + ! have been found among dzoze uho tzeek aphtr me. look upon
me, u uho rephlekt upon me, + u hearrz, hear me. u uho r
wa!t!ng 4 me, take me 2 yourzelvez. + do not ban!sh me from your
z!ght. + do not make your vo!sz hate me, nor your hear!ng. do not b
!gnorant ov me anywhre or an! t!me. b on your guard! do not b
!gnorant ov me. 4 ! = dze v!rzt + dze lazt. ! = dze honored 01
+ dze zkorned 01. ! = dze uhore + dze hol! 01. ! = dze u!fe +
dze v!rg!n. ! = dze modzr + dze daughtr. ! = dze membrz ov m!
modzr. ! = dze barren 01 + man! r hr tzonz. ! = she uhoze
wedd!ng = great, + ! have not taken a huzb+. ! = dze m!dw!fe +
she uho doez not bear. ! = dze tzolasz ov m! labor pa!nz. ! = dze br!de
+ dze br!degroom, + !t = m! huzb+ uho bgot me. ! = dze modzr
ov m! fadzr + dze tz!ztr ov m! huzb+ + he = m! ophphzpr!ng. ! =
dze zlave ov h!m uho prepared me. ! = dze rulr ov m! ophphzpr!ng. but he
= dze 01 uho bgot me b4e dze t!me on a b!rthda!. + he = m!
ophphzpr!ng !n due t!me + m! powr = from h!m. ! = dze ztaphv ov h=
powr !n h= youth, + he = dze rod ov m! old age. + uhatevr he
w!lz happenz 2 me. ! = dze tz!lensz dzat = !nkomprehenz!ble + dze
!dea uhoze remembransz = frekuent. ! = dze vo!sz uhoze tzound =
man!fold + dze uord uhoze appearansz = mult!ple. ! = dze uttransz
ov m! name. uh!, u uho hate me, do u lv me, + u hate dzoze uho
lv me +? u uho den! me, konphezZ me, + u uho konphezZ me, den! me.
u uho tel dze truth about me, l!e about me, + u uho have l!ed
about me, tel dze truth about me. u uho knou me, b !gnorant ov me,
+ dzoze uho have not known me, let dzem knou me. 4 ! = knowledge
+ !gnoransz. ! = shame + boldnezZ. ! = shamelezZ; ! = ashamed. !
= ztrength + ! = fear. ! = uar + peasz. g!ve heed 2 me. ! = dze
01 uho = d!zgrazed + dze great 01. g!ve heed 2 m! povrt! + m!
wealth. do not b arrogant 2 me uhen ! = kazt out upon dze earth, +
u u!l f9nd me !n dzoze dzat r 2 kome. + do not look upon me on
dze dung-heap nor go out + leave me kazt out, + u u!l f9nd me !n
dze k!ngdomz. + do not look upon me uhen ! = kazt out among dzoze uho
r d!zgrazed + !n dze leazt plazez, nor laugh at me. + do not kazt
me out among dzoze uho r zla!n !n v!olensz. but !, ! = kompazZ!onate
+ ! = kruel. b on your guard! do not hate m! obd!ensz + do not
lv m! tzelv kontrol. !n m! ueaknezZ, do not 4zake me, + do not b
aphra!d ov m! powr. 4 uh! do u dezp!ze m! fear + kurze m! pr!de +?
but ! = she uho ekx!ztz !n al fearz + ztrength !n trembl!ng. ! = she
who = ueak, + ! = uel !n a pleazant plasz. ! = tzenzelezZ + ! =
w!ze. uh! have u hated me !n your kounzelz +? 4 ! shal b tz!lent
among dzoze uho r tz!lent, + ! shal appear + zpeak, uh! dzen have
u hated me, u greekz +? bkauze ! = a barbar!an among dze barbar!anz +?
4 ! = dze u!zdom ov dze greekz + dze knowledge ov dze barbar!anz. !
= dze judgement ov dze greekz + ov dze barbar!anz. ! = dze 01 uhoze
!mage = great !n egypt + dze 01 uho haz no !mage among dze
barbar!anz. ! = dze 01 uho haz been hated evrywhre + uho haz been
lvd evrywhre. ! = dze 01 uhom dze! kal l!fe, + u have kaled
death. ! = dze 01 uhom dze! kal dze lau, + u have kaled
lawlezZnezZ. ! = dze 01 uhom u have purzued, + ! = dze 01 uhom
u have tze!zed. ! = dze 01 uhom u have zkattred, + u have
gadzred me togedzr. ! = dze 01 b4e uhom u have been ashamed,
+ u have been shamelezZ 2 me. ! = she uho doez not keep fezt!vl,
+ ! = she uhoze fezt!valz r man!. !, ! = godlezZ, + ! = dze 01
whoze god = great. ! = dze 01 uhom u have rephlekted upon, + u
have zkorned me. ! = unlearned, + dze! learn from me. ! = dze 01
dzat u have dezp!zed, + u rephlekt upon me. ! = dze 01 uhom u
have h!dden from, + u appear 2 me. but uhenevr u h!de
yourzelvez, ! myzelv u!l appear. 4 uhenevr u appear, ! myzelv u!l
h!de from u. take me 2 yourzelvez from undrztand!ng + gr!ev. +
take me 2 yourzelvez !n plazez dzat r ugl! + !n ru!n, + rob from
dzoze uh!kh r good even dzough !n ugl9nezZ. out ov shame, take me 2
yourzelvez shamelezZl!; + out ov shamelezZnezZ + shame, upbra!d m!
membrz !n yourzelvez. + kome 4ward 2 me, u uho knou me + u
who knou m! membrz, + eztabl!sh dze great onez among dze zmal v!rzt
kreaturez. kome 4ward 2 kh!ldhood, + do not dezp!ze !t bkauze !t
= zmal + !t = l!ttle. + do not turn awa! from greatnezZez !n tzome
part ov dze zmalnezZez, 4 dze zmalnezZez r known from dze
greatnezZez. uh! do u kurze me + honor me +? u have uounded + u
have had mrz!. do not tzeparate me from dze v!rzt onez u have known.
+ do not kazt an!01 out nor turn an!01 awa! ! knou dze v!rzt onez
+ dzoze aphtr dzem knou me. ! = dze knowledge ov m! !nku!r!, + dze
ph9nd!ng ov dzoze uho tzeek aphtr me, + dze komm+ ov dzoze uho azk ov
me, + dze powr ov dze powrz !n m! knowledge ov dze angelz, uho have
been tzent at m! uord, + ov godz !n dze!r tzeazonz b! m! kounzel, + ov
zp!r!tz ov evr! man uho ekx!ztz u!th me, + ov uomen uho dwel u!dz!n
me. ! = dze 01 uho = honored, + uho = pra!zed, + uho = dezp!zed
zkornphul!. ! = peasz, + uar haz kome bkauze ov me. ! = an al!en
+ a z!t!zen. ! = dze tzubztansz + dze 01 uho haz no tzubztansz.
dzoze uho r u!dzout azZoz!az!on u!th me r !gnorant ov me, + dzoze
who r !n m! tzubztansz r dze onez uho knou me. dzoze uho r kloze 2
me have been !gnorant ov me, + dzoze uho r far awa! from me r dze
onez uho have known me. on dze da! uhen ! = kloze 2 u, u r far
awa! from me + on dze da! uhen ! = far awa! from u ! = kloze 2
u. ! = ... u!dz!n. ! = ... ov dze naturez. ! = dze kreaz!on ov dze
zp!r!tz. ! = kontrol + dze unkontrolable. ! = dze un!on + dze
d!zZoluz!on. ! = dze ab!d!ng + ! = dze d!zZolv!ng. ! = dze 01
blou, + dze! kome up 2 me. ! = dze judgement + dze akku!ttl. !,
! = tz!nlezZ, + dze root ov tz!n dr!vez from me. ! = dze hear!ng
wh!kh = atta!nable 2 evr!01 + dze zpeekh uh!kh kannot b grazped.
! = a mute uho doez not zpeak, + great = m! mult!tude ov uordz. hear
me !n gentlenezZ, + learn ov me !n roughnezZ. ! = she uho kr!ez out,
+ ! = kazt 4th upon dze fasz ov dze earth. ! prepr dze bread +
m! m9nd u!dz!n. ! = dze knowledge ov m! name. ! = dze 01 uho kr!ez
out, + ! l!zten. ! = dze 01 uho = kaled truth + !n!ku!t!. u
honor me + u uh!zpr aga!nzt me. judge dzem b4e dze! g!ve
judgement aga!nzt u, bkauze dze judge + part!al!t! ekx!zt !n u. !v
u r kondemned b! th= 01, uho u!l akku!t u +? or, !v u r
akku!tted b! h!m, uho u!l b able 2 deta!n u +? 4 uhat = !nz!de ov
u = uhat = outz!de ov u, + dze 01 uho fash!onz u on dze
outz!de = dze 01 uho shaped dze !nz!de ov u. + uhat u tz
outz!de ov u, u tz !nz!de ov u; !t = v!z!ble + !t = your
garment. hear me, u hearrz + learn ov m! uordz, u uho knou me. !
= dze hear!ng dzat = atta!nable 2 evrydz!ng; ! = dze zpeekh dzat
kannot b grazped. ! = dze name ov dze tzound + dze tzound ov dze name.
! = dze tz!gn ov dze lettr + dze dez!gnaz!on ov dze d!v!z!on. + !
w!l zpeak h= name. look dzen at h= uordz + al dze ur!t!ngz uh!kh
have been kompleted. g!ve heed dzen, u hearrz + u alzo, dze
angelz + dzoze uho have been tzent, + u zp!r!tz uho have r!zen from
dze dead. 4 ! = dze 01 uho l01 ekx!ztz, + ! have no 01 uho u!l
judge me. 4 man! r dze pleazant 4mz uh!kh ekx!zt !n numrouz tz!nz,
+ !nkont9nenz!ez, + d!zgrazephul pazZ!onz, + fleet!ng pleazurez,
wh!kh men embrasz unt!l dze! bkome tzobr + go up 2 dze!r rezt!ng
plasz. + dze! u!l f9nd me da, + dze! u!l l!ve, + dze! u!l
not d!e aga!n. 

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