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[anna balint]

04/02/2003 19:24:15, integer at www.god-emil.dk wrote:

when i was a child i found a gartel-belt in the 
drawer of my grandma's sewing machine,
and i have pulled it on my head.
i went to the garden and the courtyard, 
i chased around the poulards,
i took a plume from a hen,
and i have attached it to my gartel-belt,
to play Indian.
only later that i found out that my gradmother died
in a concentration camp. ever since then
i feel the scent of the of the ashes
on my forefront.

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>I must dust off my (boast alert) original Vivienne Westwood corset (got it for a 
knock-down price in a London Boutique that was closing that day?I skipped for hours?I 
wore it for days in a row at utterly unsuitable occasions. Now it gets brought out 
when I want a bit of va-va-vooming confidence ;-) 
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>http://www.dooyoo.co.uk/lifestyle/fragrances/vivienne_westwood_boudir/
_review/230943/
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>and ... !f u r az del!z!ouz az luo!ze brookez !n pandora.z box 
>! ma! hav 2 reordr m! pr!or!t!ez
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>"I want a huge fan to flutter and send secret messages with"
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>anne - lekker 4 [dze k!te] lv letrz ne +?


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>nou - dze kuezt!on !z hou do kr!ketz get va-va-vooming confidence
>mmm .... = man! lvl! t!ez + zu!tz abr ... uear!ng 01 lvr [eg. nn] !z z!mpl!.zuper!or


i have to [kindly] insist, that it is not at all sure,
that you can break my ankle and i want to.
- i like my usual clothes
+ devil is really not that appealing 
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the fox despises the trap, not himself

>- alfav!le
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>tzo uat !z lv dzn +?                to be attracted
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>ur vo!sz                            for that i hear
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>ur e!ez ...                         for that i see
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>ur handz                            that i touch
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>ur l!pz ...                         that i sense
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>our z!lenzez. our uordz             that we say. that we keep silent about.
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>l!ght dzat goez ...                 the fissure 

>... l!ght dzat returnz              of deficiency
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>1x z!ngl zm!le betu!n uz both       a touch between a ray and a stream
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>!n kuezt ov knouledge 
to relieve thirst 
             
>! uatchd n!ght kreate da! ...       
and day creates night

>u!le ue zeemd unchanged   
          
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>o belovd ov all. belovd ov 1 alone ... 
o scale of all love
 
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>ur mouth z!lentl! prom!szd 2 b hap! ...
your words chase melancholy 
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>aua! aua! za!z hate
no.no.no
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>nvr nvr za!z lv
yes.yes.yes.
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>a karesz leadz uz 4rom our ch!ldhood
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>!nkreaz!ngl! ! z dze human form 
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>az a lvrz d!alogue ...
depts and demands
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>dze heart haz but 1 mouth
i change all happiness of my body
just to hold you

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>ever!dz!ng ordrd b! chansz
everything ordered by one and zero

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>all uordz zanz aftrthought			it is difficult to fight 
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>zent!mntz adr!ft					against sentiments
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>men roam dze z!t!                         because for what men want
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>1 glansz                                  they give in exchange
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>1 uord                                    their soul
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>bkz ! lv u                                because i love you
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>ever!dz!ng movz                           if you touch me
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>2 l!v - onl! advansz                      with a finger
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>a!m ztra!ght 4 dzoze u lv                 i approach you
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>! uent 2uardz u                           with
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>endleszl! 2uardz dze l!ght                a span
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>!f u zm!le                                in a game
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>!t !z 2 enfold m! all dze betr ...        for a body
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>dze ra!z ov ur armz                       that i can hold in my arms
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>p!ersz dze m!zt                           and for one that you can see
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>zenzual kor!dorz 
>uear ! m uterl! zenszlesz
>... murmur!ng f!ngrt!pz 
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