\ \ sh am +e

[integer at www.god-emil.dk]

hesse writes [da. = all bo!z komput l!keu!sz. zom look betr dzn odrz. zom ur!te betr dzn odrz. ... 


my love for   nnnnnnnnnnn    seemed to fill my whole life. but everyday it
manifested itself differently. sometimes i felt certain that it was not she as a person
whom i was attracted to and yearned for with all my being, but that she existed
only as a metaphor of my inner self, a metaphor whose sole purpose was to lead me
more deeply into my self. 

......

she could transform herself
into any of my thoughts and each of my thoughts could be transformed into her.

and ___... little by little, sensual + spiritual love. reality + symbol began 2 overlap.




toward the planet


                                schhh






and instead of merely winning a woman he embraced the entire world
and every star in heaven glowed within him and sparkled with joy
in his soul. he had loved and had found himself. but most people 
love to lose themselves.




1: hurtz +?

0: dze ne!ghborz = hav zrtnl! kompla!nd about dze houl!ng + 
   neu + !mprovd ord!nanzez hav b!n paszd ztr!ktl! proh!b!t!ng !t 

   evn dze `modern` d!ztr!ktz: nettime. rhizome. transmediale. v2. cycling74 etc
   hav erektd elektr!f!ed fenzez

1: a. but !f u !n4rmd dzm !t !z all 4 lv ov dze FATHERLAND 
   u ud not onl! ezkape oztraz!zm but alzo dekoratd ud b u!th a batal!on ov sh!n!ng medalz !!!

0: hou true. but uearaz 1 uearz dze medalz 1zelv 
   elektr!f!ed fenzez r worn komunal!

1: u l!ke 2 share!!!!

0: kant u tell. !.m made ov nodz!ng. abzolutl! nodz!ng.

1: l!ke a m!ror!!!  [fash!onz latezt obzez!on]

0: 1















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                                   i will shed leaves in the shade
        \_\                        because i like stepping on bugs



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whoever walks now anywhere
walks towards me.

i am growing more alone.

i am there with you.

i am speaking yes.

i am gesture's beginning + end.