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valentina culpa valentina at invisible.gq.nu
Wed Apr 24 23:20:51 CEST 2002


 




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                       i read today
                            josef
                             beuys
                              in interview
                               with writer
                                ³ writing as sculpture ²
                                       a book in a
                                     bookshop.
                                    so
                              beuys answers
                         some question
                          i do not know
                                what the question
                                     was
                        and i paraphrase
                              from
                            my 20
                           seconds
                             with
                       this page:
                     ΠI do not
                            believe that
                                 Europe needs
                                  a European Government.
                                    I do not
                                     think that a European
                                    government
                                   is a good idea.
                                At best it would be
                             only a copy
                         of the
                       American government
                            and I do not
                         believe that the
                       American federal
                         system works.
                              I do not believe
                                 that government is
                                    a good thing
                           because government
                           is about control
                              and not
                          about freedom.
                         Government tells
                        people what
                     to do. I do not
                   think this is
                 a good thing.¹
                          also
                          Œi asked
                              Andy Warhol
                                 who he thought were
                                          the best artists
                                         today
                                   and he said
                                  Œsomebody big¹
                            and i asked him
                                     more
                                   and he said
                               he thought
                              Œall workers
                           are artists¹
                            and
                        you know
                           I think that
                              I think that
                          too.¹
                          and there was something
                    else
                     about Europe
                      being complicated
                        about how you
                           need to negotiate
                               between all the
                              different
                          countries to
                    get any agreement on
                 any European action
                          and somehow this
                            also was
                             a good thing.
                           and now
                        i sit down
                   and i have a
               cd i bought in
            los angeles
     a record of a
       singer
          who
             records in her
                 living room
                    in
                   peru singing
                     slave songs
                     susanna baca
                      -  which i think
                     means 'crazy susanna'.
                                 and just
                                   now, every time
                                       i restart my
                                     computer -
                                  because
                               microsoft
                             needs
                        installs -
                   susanna
                   starts
               singing in spanish
                 again
                   and
                    i do not
                         understand what
                            she sings but
                               i love
                                     to hear
                                          her
                                         songs :
                                        because they
                                             remind
                                             me of
                                         days in
                                           london
                                             two
                                        summers
                                      ago when
                                     i could
                                    make
                                   afternoons
                                 as a dj,
                                  because
                                 'crazy susanna'
                                makes the
                           songs sing
                        with life.
                     because
                       claudia,
                          i went
                            outside
                           .
                        the streets
                   are still full
                 of junkies,
              and i kept wanting
           just someone
       to let me get
   away to
      somewhere else
     and before
        when
       i left
          one of the
             hotels
                 - because
                      i was getting
                         a hotel room
                           for somebody
                             and the hotels
                               are all
                              full
                            and the couple
                          came forward
                         and i could
                      see the girl's
                    ring
                 i knew
                   she was
                      a
                        call girl
                          with that man
                       and
                      right then
                    it seemed
                  nearly ok
               just to
          forget about
       making people
    ask questions
  and just
 to
   sell myself
     like her
        to live in
               four star
                    hotels,
                      to sell
                         sex
                           like
                              a
                            sex
                          worker,
                            like another
                                 girl,
                                   again in London,
                                 in the Meridien,
                                like her
                             to become
                             more
                           as
                          the others
                         as I am.
                        and perhaps
                         what started this
                                was
                       the horoscope
                           which
                             said
                                it is
                                 my nature
                               to
                             sacrifice
                          my
                       relationships
                     because
                   i
              believe
            in
          ideas
       so much.
      claudia,
        I have no ideas.
                I only make questions.
                   i do not know
                      why.





















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