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Claudia Westermann
media at ezaic.de
Sun Oct 14 23:14:30 CEST 2001
parachutes are playing with me
being before.
one smile because
you will understand the narrative.
you died with a smile
leaving me
with all these questions
without answers.
there was no time.
too small
just painting for a last time
the world for you
what I always did.
later often angry
about the missing answers
I wished, you would have
answered them
still not knowing
there were in me.
not shooting you were
blaming yourself
for an appearance of collaboration
you decided for.
the reason was love.
only one person reaching the secure
at this time
other side of the ocean.
a bitter smile for the order
they gave to you later.
they had no idea.
ten years of horror
and she was waiting.
the reason for my existence.
twentyone years of questions.
how could you forgive
without being angry
without screaming at them.
how could you communicate.
today I found the answer
you provided.
just the glance of it
I can see, it is mild, it is pure, it is
beyond expectation.
but in comparison
I am just a beginner
and still I am missing you.
in memoriam.
it is beyond expectation.
you may join some time,
my given path, you showed.
there are so many things to do.
I will walk
in case
I will welcome you with a smile.
now
collecting parachutes and seeds.
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